Its very dingy and depressing to be unsuccessful. Its even more sore to realize our abominable workmanship. The craft of being successful has become a faded illusion to me. Now standing at the brink of a passing year, nothing is left in it for me to rejoice….. let alone survive!!!!!

Now I am ignorant of directions and I dont see any roads leading me to my destination…. I am wonderstruck since I dont actualize any destination at all….!!!!!!