Today…………..

Today… I feel like my hands are empty and my heart is vacuous …… but if I assay to drop a word, I know it will spill over……… Its time for self discovery… not for self amelioration or self improvement…. because without discovering the lost self it would be inconceivable to improve……

I am trying to tune in to the music that my heart ineluctably needs…. but the chords are so wispy and obscure that I cant make out even a single note…. I want to accede in to a trance…. even that is unattainable…..

I am sacking the thoughts right here for the fear that it would bubble over………!!!!

but “today”…………. I wish….

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